with Sri Ganesh

And yet I am as grateful as ever, if not more than ever, to be given this time and this grace in Matter, in the body, with this opening and this aspiration… (I suppose that I am still subject to a sense of guilt or shame or embarrassment at being so very privileged…)

Lovely Ganesha, Sweet and Auspicious Presence And reminder of the Path To travel, You stand on the roadside, Throughout the land, Ready to cleanse The offerings, Ready to bless – You know the source and origin Of every intent, And respond accordingly Within, But remain unmoved Outwardly, A massive enigma, Watching all…

- 27-05-10:

… I find that the pump switch has again failed, but I also find that the fan has broken down; I call Guna again…

… Last night I found myself arrested in shallow sleep repeating on and on throughout the night “Tvameva Pratyaksham Tattvamaasi” on and on and on… Why…?

… Something is very wrong with the power supply, or with the electrical circuits here, and Guna has a hard time figuring it out…

But today, Sri Ganesh, Your figure is one of Intense, refined bliss –

So often I am given to gaze at you As one gazes at the myriad wonders

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