with Sri Ganesh

Of Being, The permanence Of the Presence...

- 28-01-10:

… As there has been no further intrusion, we begin to sort out the cut branches by sizes; we’ll call a local team to take all the wood away…

Sri Ganesh, you seem today To be bathed in music, Powerful notes of light and force And tenderness,

And it vibrates and rings With refined and intense Emotions –

This is the dance you initiate, The playing out of the riches In the safety Of the offering…

- 29-01-10:

… We plan to leave early today. I have decided to take Parthy to the Bank and open an Account for him and then set an amount in “fixed deposit” with both our names “either or”, so that I do not have to worry anymore about him, should I have to leave… … The nights continue to be difficult; it has been some time now that I can’t seem to find my way across into sleep and I don’t have the endurance for it to last much longer. It has become a little critical, in the sense that I don’t even believe any more that help will come: why should it!!! The thing is that I am right up against a very concrete and physical problem of consciousness: it is right here, in the body, that I must find the way… And I really don’t know how I haven’t already gone berserk…!

But Sri Ganesh is beautiful.

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