with Sri Ganesh

I want him to be with me to share this harmony, I cannot bear it to have him hanging alone in that desolate, distressed, incomprehensible pain… What is this…? What is this, Mother? But I also, today, feel that I can best help him when I am myself in harmony, as much as possible – that it may not in fact be useful to him that I let myself be tormented…

I have prayed to the Shakti and Her Son And it is to Them together that I turn – Lakshmi Ganeshan, Maa…

It is true that one must pray for the whole world and all its beings. Yes. But what I do is to see the beauty and the loveliness of the world In my Parthy And to stand for it, To want that it reaches Secure and progressive harmony. Maa. Let loyalty and trust Be honored and strengthened. Maa…

- 05-10-09:

… Yesterday evening the news came that Parthy has much improved and can now speak and says he wants to come home…

… I am still very tight and knotted in my plexus…

… I feel this is a sort of basic experience: the fundaments of something to be developed, learned, become – all at once…

…. Selvam phones the morning report: Parthy is improving and there may be no need for dialysis, but the doctors want to keep him monitored in the ICU two more days; they seem to be very thorough in their tasks and to pay attention to everything. Parthy, however, is getting impatient now, even though he has been given a fuller explanation of what his body has been through…

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