with Sri Ganesh

place and to propose creative and inclusive solutions, and I am afraid the answer is that they could not care less for this temple and besides, as I am so deeply connected to it, there may be an element of malice in their neglect or indifference… But what does all of this actually, truly mean? Even a close friend now wants me out of here, along with the National Highways of India…! It is systematically happening: whatever I have loved or cared for substantially comes eventually to be demolished, erased, negated, rejected – as it happened at Matrimandir, when people of Roger’s group would make it a point to destroy anything they knew for certain I had built or made… And so, why do I obstinately persist in this service when, perhaps, and very simply, it is not wanted…? I don’t know, Sri Ganesh. You have to decide.

Today, Sri Ganesh, You are the Mystery,

The massive and yet elusive Bejeweled bearer of the Light In the depths of creation – You roam within The densities and planes, And from your knowing mass Sparks of invincible Light Tear apart the obscurities And lovingly nourish And sustain The seeds of the Sun –

Aum.

- 29-05-09:

… This weather seems to drain the sap from the plants; for some of them, even daily watering is not enough…

… Today, after many months, Uma limps in and gamely sits on the inner step, he left leg stretched out (she had her knee shattered in a

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