with Sri Ganesh

It would seem that such a statement cannot be made, articulated, without some long prior process of shadowed sustenance, of sulking anger and resentment, but why…? What is it that triggered it? I have no clue; and this worries me, for it shows either some insincerity in me or great unconsciousness on my part: how is it possible that I have no clue?

O Lovely Friend, Sri Ganesh, Prince of Her Treasures, Your steps are like Snow falls of the sweetest Light, You amble on the way, A deep flaming awareness, A tenderness offered to all Who have retained An ounce of love For the truth.

Aum

… In the afternoon, for the purchase of a new stock of incense, oils, camphor and powders, I spent Rs. 679/- (I spent more than that, but this is so as to reach an even number and start afresh…!)

- 15-05-09:

… On my way I passed M., driving past; I almost did not recognize him as he was driving fast on a Moped and wearing a cap and large glasses; and when I entered the temple I found he had laid on the inner step, under a bunch of flowers, a donation of Rs. 100/-, along with a note: “I did a landscape work, got Rs. 2,000/- I offer 5% to Sri Ganesh. I be named the unit as ‘Sri Vinayaka Landscapes’. This is my donation for Sri Ganesh’s flowers offering, Rs. 100/-. Receipt needed. Thank you.” … Later, after the puja, I prepare a receipt for him on a big card… I just want to watch and learn, from You and your Son, how this is going to evolve... I wish not to interfere in any way, and there is nothing in it for me personally; there is only a prayer and a need, for truth and harmony…

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