with Sri Ganesh

It only finds its place in Your Awareness, Mother – not even in the consciousness people attribute to You, for, if I would ask them whether You see my doing this as relevant, they would certainly reply that You can’t possibly do…! It is only when I center into the inner trust that I find some confirmation and support, away from all mental contradictions, of the process I have joined since 4 years, with Sri Ganesh…

Sri Ganesh, Today there is great force In your harmony, As if of The Mother’s Will For the true Riches To manifest, So that all usurpers And hoaxes and Impostors and Frauds Would pale and fade And cower In shame And Recognition…

… The body is struggling; there seems to be at once an internal contradiction, a blockage, and an external pressure which is not friendly; and one of the results is a sense of loosing interest, of withdrawing…

- 19-08-08:

This morning I brought a big bunch of peacock feathers which I collected in Sincerity… I need to get organized in my head as regards the Chaturthy Day which is coming, on the 3 rd of September; to decide whether to have the temple fully cleaned and repainted and whom to invite and which announcement to post; it is still confused in me, with the shadow of what may happen through the construction of the Highway… … The headman comes, later, with a request: last Saturday night there was an accident on the main road, right by the fence of the compound, some 15 meters away from the temple; a man died who was well-

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