with Sri Ganesh

I am quite certain that this is a tamasic, blind choice – if one can call that a choice; but I also see that if he now tells Viji it is better not to have a second child so soon, the responsibility will be on me… Also today I finally started on a course of allopathic medicine to cure the nerves’ pain: the nights had become so bad, a sheer struggle to cope with the pain, that I eventually asked the pharmacist in Koot Road, through Parthy, for some help; and Parthy returned with medicine to ease the pain and heal the inflammation as well; I held off for a few more days, as there seemed to be a slight improvement, but decided this morning to try it out and observe attentively how it works… I am learning a lot in this experience…

Sri Ganesh, Born or Risen From Ishwara and Ishwari, Just as you bear The White and the Prism, So you are Aum And Nature’s Bounty, Intimate with all flows And yet free –

Lovely Ganesha, Seated everywhere, From the highest rock wrapped in snow To the ocean sands of infinity,

Through all the moods And colors of Nature, The Emissary and Knower Of the Way,

The One who can be entrusted With the necessities of clearance And progress Towards the advent Of wholeness…

Aum

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