with Sri Ganesh

cheeky, as if eager to loose respect for anything which is not of immediate advantage to them, and it takes a little while to remind them to behave…

Sri Ganesh, you appear As your own gorgeous Mystery, A vivid form of plenty, Removed and away from All known logics –

A free Mage Burdened by choice With a profusion of riches To be shared By all In honor of The Shakti’s work In the world…

- 10-05-10:

… Arun has sent Krishna’s team again, to collect and shift all the stones of the demolished wall, so they are ready for use to build the new wall; I am glad he did so, it means he is committed to this task. … Now and then, ever since I had to leave Matrimandir, I find myself puzzled by … my condition…: a sort of blank, as if an absence of further destiny, an absence of timely purpose, aim, goal or function… Most of the energy that is left is focused on mere maintenance, with a yearning for harmony – and an aspiration, a need for the liberation from the processes of decrepitude and for plain endurance… … How to put it…? I am here every single day (but for Sundays) for Sri Ganesh, this is the rhythm of my life and the only use made of it… And, in spite of every glimpse I may get, I am still very unsure, in terms of the true consciousness, of what this is really about…

… At noon, Krishna comes in and sings to Ganeshji…

… I know why this is my offering to the Lord, To the One, To the Source of all truth and meaning and real Love And living Beauty,

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