with Sri Ganesh

And I see almost no one anymore, it’s like I exist for almost no one and for no clear purpose… Sometimes I feel so scared of no longer progressing – to progress no longer, while still in the body, is perhaps worse than death…

It is as if this life of mine has reached an impasse, and yet here I sit, before a wealth of blessings.

The wide majesty and profound compassion, The streaming honey-fire that reaches to all, The certitude of Their Presence…

Sri Ganesh, Clear the Way, Clear the Way To the Lord’s Delight Here.

- 21-02-10:

Your Birthday, Douce Mère…

Following the bomb blast in Poona in an area closest to the Osho Ashram where most foreigners congregate, there’s been high alert in all such sites in the country and in Pondy security has been much reinforced and the Ashram trustees had to accept the heavy presence of police and security forces spreading all around and over to the main Ganesh Temple, to the French Consulate and the Governor’s House. Here too, at the Matrimandir, there were police.

Parthy did the puja.

- 22-02-10:

Today, Sri Ganesh, You stand as The Occult Presiding Deity – Neither masculine nor feminine But endowed with the Lord’s nectar And designated and charged By Her, And troops of energies Come to give you obedience –

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