with Sri Ganesh

To support and sustain One’s becoming truer, It is at the service Of the Shakti’s one task, Throughout time and space...

Aum

- 31-01-10:

… Parthy does the puja alone, as every Sunday; but he had to rush before dawn to the Aravind Eye Hospital on the way to Cuddalore where the small daughter of his brother in law had been taken in the night, having been hurt in one eye by an exploding tube-light… And when he arrived at the temple, he found that the Highways crew had been at it again in our absence and now fully taken down the Ashoka tree, which lay over the pump-house…

- 01-02-10:

… Today only our own local team has come – we had postponed it, seeing that the Highways crew was still at it – and they work quietly and efficiently… … For days I have been in this quandary…: back in 2003, till the very last moment of my work at Matrimandir, till the very day these people came with a Government order dismissing both Arjun and me, I had simply trusted that this was my true place and I would always be there as long as I lived. And this was shattered. I saw them, I saw the paper, I left it all, it took but a moment and I was gone and I have as yet never returned there. And now, I would with my heart normally trust that this place will be preserved, and there is a certainty of a harmonious future… The trust is there. But I am also bracing myself for its actual denial in Matter. I am not proud of this; but it is a fact. Or else it is a consequence of my own ignorance and helplessness before the mass of contradiction in this world…

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