with Sri Ganesh

Aum Colors are doors And That Is Behind all forms

- 01-10-09:

… While doing the puja I have also prayed for Parthy, with my heart’ tears. Sri Ganesh,

Calm is your wealth That rests or moves On a base Of loving flame, The generous, nourishing fire Of a joyful offering…

- 02-10-09 and 03-10-09:

…I came and did the puja for Sri Ganesh, Mother, Every day. But I don’t understand. There has been no protection for Parthy.

I have let him down, I have been a wrong instrument, I have not moved the right way, but have been misused and misled and he has gone to more suffering And I don’t understand – Why he should be claimed by this Swallower, this Iron Will – My sweet Parthy – Why? This is one of the worst times I have ever lived. And I realize how little energy I have, how vulnerable and at the edge I am. And also that I don’t want to go on at all if Parthy would not be there…: it is odd how profoundly dear to one another we have grown…!

(Note: here is a brief summary of what happened on those days with Parthy.

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