with Sri Ganesh

Of the Forest, The Ancient One Who knows How to conjure, Invoke And protect –

Aum Ganapataye...

... In the afternoon I spent Rs. 1,000/- in the market for a new stock of oils and incense and camphor...

- 26-04-13:

... Rather than getting more upset with the condition of the body and the ageing “iron process”, it would probably be smarter for me to concentrate in some creative service; but this is just what strikes me these days: there seems to be nowhere for me to go and serve, I have been effectively “retired”, erased... I am left with this daily struggle with an assortment of bodily troubles, in order to accomplish a little harmonious offering... This morning on my way here I even had a small accident: I had wanted to stop to talk to P. by the side of the road and somehow misjudged the drop from the new asphalt to the embankment and the Bullet began to tilt and I just didn’t have the energy, nor even the will to fight it, and I fell off... P. rushed to help me up, and so did a few people who were standing nearby; I had only one bruise on my elbow. But it told me two things: there is still a battle of sorts and there is still some ill-will directed at me, wanting to stop and crush and obliterate; and secondly that I am too weak and too discouraged...

Douce Mère Sri Aurobindo Sri Ganesh Aum Namo Bhagavate One needs some sign, Some intervention, Some expression of The true Will, Of the true Joy In Creation...

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